Reminisce

Was looking through all my old pictures from 08 ~ 09.

I’m surprised by the amount of pictures I took. Of the world around me. I guess that, it’s making me feel a little sentimental.

I miss you. I really do.

But apart from all that heart wrenching shit, I remembered all the fun that I’ve had and it has really left me, wondering.

Am I having fun right now?

It’s all. So tentative.

The morning look of the classroom that I’ll never see again.

The joyful celebration that brought much sorrow.

The determination I had to not fuck up my life.

Really stupid endeavours by my friends to keep unread messages,

The group of people that I’ve spent 2 years with.

The soccer matches that we’ve played together.

Little things that makes life more bearable.

Little achievements we’ve earned together.

Chin hee’s face stuck on the table.

The azure skies I’ve witnessed over and over.

I guess that despite all these we still have to move on. New friends, new place, new life. It really sucks that humans can’t seem to comprehend the immense value of RIGHT NOW, and misplace their sense of value into the PAST.

I’ll fight till I die.

Nothing I say comes out right,
I cant love without a fight,
No one ever knows my name,
When I pray for sun, it rains.
Im so sick of wasting time,
But nothings moving in my mind,
Inspiration cant be found,
I get up and fall but,

Im Alive, Im Alive, oh yeah
Between the good and bad is where youll find me,
Reaching for heaven.
I will fight, and Ill sleep when I die,
Ill live my life, Im Alive!

Every lover breaks my heart,
And I know it from the start,
Still I end up in a mess,
Every time I second guess.
All my friends just run away,
When Im having a bad day,
I would rather stay in bed, but I know theres a reason.

Im Alive, Im Alive, oh yeah
Between the good and bad is where youll find me,
Reaching for heaven.
I will fight, and Ill sleep when I die,
Ill live my life, Im Alive!

When Im bored to death at home,
When he wont pick up the phone,
When Im stuck in second place,
Those regrets I cant erase.
Only I can change the end,
Of the movie in my head,
Theres no time for misery,
I wont feel sorry for me.

Im Alive, Im Alive, oh yeah
Between the good and bad is where youll find me,
Reaching for heaven.
I will fight, and Ill sleep when I die,
Ill live my life, ohhhh!

Im Alive, Im Alive, oh yeah
Between the good and bad is where youll find me,
Reaching for heaven.
I will fight, and Ill sleep when I die,
Ill live my life,
Ill live my life,
Im Alive!

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