But I’m a creep.

Plug in your earphones, close your eyes and listen.

Official lyrics (he improvised)

When you were here before
Couldn’t look you in the eye
You’re just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You’re so fucking special

But I’m a creep
I’m a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don’t belong here

I don’t care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice when I’m not around
You’re so fucking special
I wish I was special

But I’m a creep
I’m a weirdo
What the hell I’m doing here?
I don’t belong here

She’s running out the door
She’s running out
She runs runs runs

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You’re so fucking special
I wish I was special

I teared when I listened to this. So I thought, he deserves more than just a post of the lyrics.

First, let me say that this is the best cover of Creep by Radiohead. period. There is nothing that could beat this.

I felt his feelings vividly when he’s singing the song.

It really made me sad. All the feelings of ever feeling like a creep(out of place), wondering what the fuck am I doing here.

Still, thanks to all these feelings, it made me think a little more than the song itself. I read through the comments of the video and many people are like saying that they love him and and said that they would definitely buy his album. And that he doesn’t deserve to be on the streets.

All the comments I’ve seen just made me  feel like,

“The world doesn’t care if you don’t do anything.”

No one will notice you if you don’t do something exceptional or important. You’re just a creep in the society.

Yes, I know that’s how worked all the while.

However, listening to this song, reading the comments just amplifies the simple fact that,

this sucks.

It’s just a really shitty feeling that the world sucks. And that you don’t really belong anywhere. Guess I’m just feeling really moody right now. Guess that’s how powerful the song is to me.

But I’m a creep
I’m a weirdo
What the hell I’m doing here?
I don’t belong here

I wish I was special



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