I want to change the name of this blog

Wait wait wait, before you object. Let me explain why.

First and foremost, the word xtechbiz, has no meaning. I don’t even remember why I came up with that word.

Most of the famous/successful/good blogs have a proper name. And when I say a proper name, it doesn’t need to be something sensible. It just needs to have a meaning. Like, people would put their favourite things, or their names, or some words that make sense.

It’s usual fine if the name does not make sense, but it needs to be easy to remember. It also needs to not sound stupid. (when you say it out loud in your head)

To be brutally honest, xtechbiz fulfils none of those.

Also, the thing of having that senseless name for such a long time is starting to rub me off the wrong way. I’m fine with it as an email address or whatsoever, just, not a blog’s name.

For the first time ever, I’m going to have a poll. Please, if you’re one of the few who visits this blog regularly, just vote, it won’t take a minute. I have a couple of ideas. Of course, you could submit your own suggestions and I’ll take a look.

Vote please!

If the results is conclusive I’ll try my best to wrap up everything in 2 days (:

My body is good at picking timings

I’m sick. I think. And I can’t get to sleep. So recovery isn’t really going well. And just as fate would have it, I have a chalet tomorrow. So.. I’m planning to skip the first day if things don’t start looking better for me.

Sore throat, and probably… a cold or flu? I don’t know, I feel like someone’s just left the tap open in my nose. It’s fascinating how much liquid has flowed out since this afternoon. It’s not just any other ordinary mucus. It’s ordinary water. Like, water water. No smell no taste no texture. (I can’t help it, a lot flowed out)

So I’m wondering if I drank too much water or something. Either way, I seem to have lost about 50% or so of my sense of taste. A clear sign of flu. Either that, or that the strepsils I took is so strong it knocked my taste buds down.

I’m eating supper now.

If you felt that that line came out of the blue, it’s what I feel too. I just suddenly felt like eating something, and you can never go wrong with white bread with Nutella. Along with a hot cup of milk tea. All I can taste, is the chocolate and the tea. I can’t taste the bread or the sweetness of the tea. Which is weird.

You know the feeling where you ate panadol, feel really tired. But somehow unable to sleep? I’m feeling that right now. And… it’s annoying me. Greatly. Which explains this senseless post.

Msn, I’m really looking forward to tomorrow. Please, let me sleep right now, recover fully and enjoy the next few days to the fullest. It’s pointless to go to a BBQ if you can’t eat the food.


Sleep is subjective


Why am I awake and studying at this hour?

Because I slept at 10. And apparently, I only need about 3hours to charge up my body cause I’m awake as fuck right now. I thought it was morning when I woke up at around 130. Either way, I’m studying my ass off rather than trying to get back to sleep cause I totally slacked away the past 3~4days. So ashamed of myself.

Last paper’s in 2 days! Can’t wait for it. And, the past few posts have been videos instead of any real words cause well, I’m feeling really lazy and lethargic. (and busy trying to force myself to study)

I think, I don’t like listening to slow songs cause they make me sad. If it’s a fast rhythmic song, it doesn’t matter if the lyrics are sad, it makes me happy listening to it.

JPOP – Catchy but doesn’t really give me any feelings
KPOP – Pretty annoying except for some really catchy songs
Chinese songs
Slow – Makes me sad
Middle – Addicted easily, stuck on a tune but no idea why
Fast – Makes me happy
English songs
Slow – Boring, sleepy
Middle – Lyrics mean a lot to me
Fast – Allows me to vent my frustrations
Orchestral Music – Makes me feel happy to be alive but a tinge of sadness

Each music gives me a different feeling I guess. It’s hard to put it into words but sometimes the words in the song does not matter as much as the song itself.

Synesthesia? Nah probably not. Though sometimes I do wonder if the world appears to others the way it appears to me.


This shall be a 3AM rant.

I’ll most definitely be sleeping after this. Damn I must get my body clock back to normal. Need to register for my elective modules are 12 tomorrow. I know I know it’s not very late and yes it isn’t crazy to wake up at that time. But there’s always this slight chance that i’ll oversleep and miss the golden chance. (then i might not get the one i want)

So anyway, I think that school starts next week. Before that there’s a couple of things I wanna buy.

First, a new school bag. A backpack. I’m sick of carrying my laptop by hand. Since I’m going to carry an extra battery to school and all. And that I’ve been using this crumpler for like, 4 years? I don’t know. So bored of it.

Also, I’ll need a new jacket! Again, sick of the ones I have. So yes, shopping of some sort along the way. So anyone?

I’m still waiting for the phone to come out, and I might consider saving up to get a little netbook. Damn so many things that I want, too little money. Oh, on the side note I’m drawing Ulquiorra. Almost done, just a couple of finishing touches and I’ll be done.

Oh, the japanese song that I posted yesterday? I learnt how to sing it already. Can’t remember the lyrics though. And yes I know I’m just ranting about all the random stuffs. These are the kind of things that you don’t bother telling your friends because it’s pointless. That’s why there’s twitter and facebook. So that people can respond to your random words and strike out a conversation out of bullshit.

Oh well. Can’t wait for school to start!

The night is peaceful

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I put this under Insomnia but it’s more of a really late night post before I sleep I guess.

Well, this is probably the first time that I’m listening through my earpiece when I’m home. Cause I usually like the use the speakers. It’s slightly more comfortable for my ears.

But man, the experience is on another level. Since I’m not trying to drown out the noise around me. I can really take the enjoyment to the next level.

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What or Why?

It’s 2:20AM. I can’t seem to sleep. So I’m going to write about a topic I was thinking about this afternoon.

What is more important?

What you did, or why you did it?

Well. I couldn’t get an answer. In fact, I’m typing this so that I can think a long the way and see if I’m able to figure out some kind of a conclusion when I’m done.

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Insomnia, ok kind of.

So it’s been some time since I had a post filed under the category of insomnia. Not that I can’t fall asleep right now. I’m pretty sure I can sleep if I bothered closing my eyes for long enough. But I just don’t feel like it yet! It kinda feels like holidays even though I’m in the midst of my exams lol.


So anyway, this vienn diagram is constructed by using google auto complete. (by some really bored guy of course. Not me)

Watching doctor who really makes me think a lot about everything around me. Not exactly in a good or a bad way. Just wondering about all the possibilities. I wish I can find someone to share this “passion” with me!

Read to the end.

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