Post 500

CRAP.

I missed the 500th post. This is actually the 505th. Sigh. Either way. This was the picture I wanted to post in commemoration of this day.

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Get it? Cause it’s the 500th post. LOL.

So give me a high five ^5

This wordpress blog started on August 2010. Averaging 72 posts a month. Well, if you’ve known me long enough, the name xtechbiz has been around for a much, much, longer time. Since 2007. That was when I was still using Blogspot. Of course, even before that when I was using a different url, which started on, 2006.

Blogspot is still a viable option to me now. Though unless I’ve decided to be really geeky and want to do a whole bunch of scripting stuffs. WordPress is still the way to go for the moment.

So I guess I’ve been blogging for 5 years now. So much time has passed, so much memories. I’ve always wanted to go back to those posts and re-read them. Understand how I was, how stupid/childish I was acting. But yeah, that’ll be my goal. When I graduate, I will spend time to re-read my entire life.

For now, it’s been a pleasure writing. A big thank you to all the readers 😀

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Somewhere only we know

[via smg’s blog]

I visit his blog once in a while. Cause his taste in music is great. It’s. So nostalgic. He chooses songs from the past, anytime from last year to maybe 10~20 years ago.

It makes me feel that maybe, just maybe, the past is worth holding onto.

That maybe we shouldn’t throw away the things we once thought was beautiful.


Reminisce

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Was looking through all my old pictures from 08 ~ 09.

I’m surprised by the amount of pictures I took. Of the world around me. I guess that, it’s making me feel a little sentimental.

I miss you. I really do.

But apart from all that heart wrenching shit, I remembered all the fun that I’ve had and it has really left me, wondering.

Am I having fun right now?

It’s all. So tentative.

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The morning look of the classroom that I’ll never see again.

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The joyful celebration that brought much sorrow.

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The determination I had to not fuck up my life.

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Really stupid endeavours by my friends to keep unread messages,

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The group of people that I’ve spent 2 years with.

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The soccer matches that we’ve played together.

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Little things that makes life more bearable.

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Little achievements we’ve earned together.

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Chin hee’s face stuck on the table.

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The azure skies I’ve witnessed over and over.

I guess that despite all these we still have to move on. New friends, new place, new life. It really sucks that humans can’t seem to comprehend the immense value of RIGHT NOW, and misplace their sense of value into the PAST.

I’ll fight till I die.

Nothing I say comes out right,
I cant love without a fight,
No one ever knows my name,
When I pray for sun, it rains.
Im so sick of wasting time,
But nothings moving in my mind,
Inspiration cant be found,
I get up and fall but,

Im Alive, Im Alive, oh yeah
Between the good and bad is where youll find me,
Reaching for heaven.
I will fight, and Ill sleep when I die,
Ill live my life, Im Alive!

Every lover breaks my heart,
And I know it from the start,
Still I end up in a mess,
Every time I second guess.
All my friends just run away,
When Im having a bad day,
I would rather stay in bed, but I know theres a reason.

Im Alive, Im Alive, oh yeah
Between the good and bad is where youll find me,
Reaching for heaven.
I will fight, and Ill sleep when I die,
Ill live my life, Im Alive!

When Im bored to death at home,
When he wont pick up the phone,
When Im stuck in second place,
Those regrets I cant erase.
Only I can change the end,
Of the movie in my head,
Theres no time for misery,
I wont feel sorry for me.

Im Alive, Im Alive, oh yeah
Between the good and bad is where youll find me,
Reaching for heaven.
I will fight, and Ill sleep when I die,
Ill live my life, ohhhh!

Im Alive, Im Alive, oh yeah
Between the good and bad is where youll find me,
Reaching for heaven.
I will fight, and Ill sleep when I die,
Ill live my life,
Ill live my life,
Im Alive!