Collecting eclipse is cool

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Overkill is underrated

1 purple

3 yellow

5 light blue

17 green

38 blue

It all started a few years back in my secondary school, I had a friend called Micah. Now, Micah was a pretty interesting guy. He did lots of funny things but one of the most significant ones was that he always brought sweets to school. It could be mentos, chocolate, some gummy sweet, or more often than not, Eclipse.

In fact, out of all days I’ve seen him. There’s only probably a 5% chance that he didn’t have Eclipse with him. Also, he like to put it in his pocket, and if you ever carried a half eaten box of Eclipse in your pocket, you’ll be familiar with the

CLING! CLANG! CLANK!

That accompanies your every step. So during my last year, I decided that I can’t let this tradition die off. The revitalising sweets that you get during class, the rhythmic metal noise, the faggots who’ll always steal your sweets, I can’t let that fade off!

“Also, I really like the mints.”

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Post 500

CRAP.

I missed the 500th post. This is actually the 505th. Sigh. Either way. This was the picture I wanted to post in commemoration of this day.

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Get it? Cause it’s the 500th post. LOL.

So give me a high five ^5

This wordpress blog started on August 2010. Averaging 72 posts a month. Well, if you’ve known me long enough, the name xtechbiz has been around for a much, much, longer time. Since 2007. That was when I was still using Blogspot. Of course, even before that when I was using a different url, which started on, 2006.

Blogspot is still a viable option to me now. Though unless I’ve decided to be really geeky and want to do a whole bunch of scripting stuffs. WordPress is still the way to go for the moment.

So I guess I’ve been blogging for 5 years now. So much time has passed, so much memories. I’ve always wanted to go back to those posts and re-read them. Understand how I was, how stupid/childish I was acting. But yeah, that’ll be my goal. When I graduate, I will spend time to re-read my entire life.

For now, it’s been a pleasure writing. A big thank you to all the readers 😀


Blogging works.

It works man. No doubt about that. Thanks to the old me keeping track of what I’ve been doing or thinking, roughly anyway, I was able to see my mistakes and how stupid I was.

So yeah, I skimmed through a few posts from my old blog.

I’m genuinely surprised. I never knew that feelings can be so obvious. I realized that people can tell how I’m feeling right away. Maybe you guys know exactly how I’m feeling right now judging from how I’m writing. But man, I certainly didn’t know that, it’s going to be so naked man. It’s just. So weird when you manage to see yourself from a 3rd perspective.

Also, I learn that things change very quickly. In fact, life moves at a faster pace than I though. Like really. I’m already skimming through posts from June 2009.

I think. I should probably read the rest another day. It’s kinda making me depressed. But hey, I know I’ve tried my best. In a way or another I guess.


Dedicated to all my friends (AHS, RVPS)

Download link:
http://www.mediafire.com/?frflnd5rc9bgzbq

This makes me wanna cry.

 

Must listen.


Reminisce

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Was looking through all my old pictures from 08 ~ 09.

I’m surprised by the amount of pictures I took. Of the world around me. I guess that, it’s making me feel a little sentimental.

I miss you. I really do.

But apart from all that heart wrenching shit, I remembered all the fun that I’ve had and it has really left me, wondering.

Am I having fun right now?

It’s all. So tentative.

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The morning look of the classroom that I’ll never see again.

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The joyful celebration that brought much sorrow.

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The determination I had to not fuck up my life.

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Really stupid endeavours by my friends to keep unread messages,

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The group of people that I’ve spent 2 years with.

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The soccer matches that we’ve played together.

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Little things that makes life more bearable.

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Little achievements we’ve earned together.

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Chin hee’s face stuck on the table.

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The azure skies I’ve witnessed over and over.

I guess that despite all these we still have to move on. New friends, new place, new life. It really sucks that humans can’t seem to comprehend the immense value of RIGHT NOW, and misplace their sense of value into the PAST.

I’ll fight till I die.

Nothing I say comes out right,
I cant love without a fight,
No one ever knows my name,
When I pray for sun, it rains.
Im so sick of wasting time,
But nothings moving in my mind,
Inspiration cant be found,
I get up and fall but,

Im Alive, Im Alive, oh yeah
Between the good and bad is where youll find me,
Reaching for heaven.
I will fight, and Ill sleep when I die,
Ill live my life, Im Alive!

Every lover breaks my heart,
And I know it from the start,
Still I end up in a mess,
Every time I second guess.
All my friends just run away,
When Im having a bad day,
I would rather stay in bed, but I know theres a reason.

Im Alive, Im Alive, oh yeah
Between the good and bad is where youll find me,
Reaching for heaven.
I will fight, and Ill sleep when I die,
Ill live my life, Im Alive!

When Im bored to death at home,
When he wont pick up the phone,
When Im stuck in second place,
Those regrets I cant erase.
Only I can change the end,
Of the movie in my head,
Theres no time for misery,
I wont feel sorry for me.

Im Alive, Im Alive, oh yeah
Between the good and bad is where youll find me,
Reaching for heaven.
I will fight, and Ill sleep when I die,
Ill live my life, ohhhh!

Im Alive, Im Alive, oh yeah
Between the good and bad is where youll find me,
Reaching for heaven.
I will fight, and Ill sleep when I die,
Ill live my life,
Ill live my life,
Im Alive!